So I just finished reading the 5p- newletter and I'm such a crybaby...and the only thing I can think of is that sometimes life just isn't fair...If I could take all of our children's struggles and make them my own I would....I would walk with a walker for the rest of my life if it meant your child didn't have to, I would never speak again if it meant our children could....I would visit doctor after doctor and have them prick and prod me...as long as they weren't doing it to my Neesee....I would bang my own head in frustration instead as long as your child would be heard...I would take my food through a tube as long as the next child could eat...I wish I could do anything and everything....if only GOD would let me....I love our children more than words can say and my heart goes out to all of them...and I have realized something today....I am NOT my daughter's hero but SHE is MINE.... I love you Neesee.....