Sometimes we START OVER

Having a special needs child is not the easiest thing. Nor is having a relationship with that specials needs kid, nor is a relationship with your significant other, a relationship with a friend, friends, a relationship with a career, a relationship with housecleaning, a relationship without worry, or even a relationship with sleep.

Sometimes keeping it together for ME anyway means falling apart & then starting ALL OVER. I am human & I accept that. There is only so much lack of sleep I can get, only so much of me I can give before I begin to give up on ME. I'm beginning to understand this process because it is a process of GRIEVING. My grieving usually happens behinds closed doors with my family. I hate to put so much burden on my husband. He truly is the greatest man. He leads this family despite how much control he thinks or I think I have bc it is my weak moments that he steps it up. I want him to know I'm so grateful & I couldn't be WHO I am without him.

But back to the starting over part. If you're starting over today know that we are starting over together. I'm starting over accepting the fact that my lil girl needs constant care & that I'm her BEST CHANCE. But really we are all our BEST CHANCE. If you have to start over today with your peace, with your faith, with your family, with the things that matter. Know that it's ok.

BEGIN AGAIN. It's what I do on the daily.

WE can start over together. You ready? Hit that restart button & lets do this! Love you ALL to pieces.

XoXO